urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brendajr02 brendajr02 brendajr02 2007-09-04T06:47:47Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brendajr02:597 2007-09-04T06:47:47Z 2007-09-04T06:47:47Z I am new at this so bear with me...<br /><br />Today sucked! <br />Selfish people suck!<br />Family sucks! <br />Why do they hurt me? Why do I let them?<br />I am soooo sick of it! I am so sick of them! <br />I want to be a better person. I try to make the world a better place!<br />But how will it ever be better, when there are more of them, than of me?<br />They suck the joy out of my life, out of the world.<br />I need to stop it, stop them!<br />But how?<br />I don't feel I have the strength, the stamina.<br />I feel beaten down, defeated, chewed up and spit out.<br />I just want to sleep through the unhappiness.<br />Wake up to a new day. <br />A day of hope..<br /><br />Today sucked!