I am new at this so bear with me...

Today sucked!
Selfish people suck!
Family sucks!
Why do they hurt me? Why do I let them?
I am soooo sick of it! I am so sick of them!
I want to be a better person. I try to make the world a better place!
But how will it ever be better, when there are more of them, than of me?
They suck the joy out of my life, out of the world.
I need to stop it, stop them!
But how?
I don't feel I have the strength, the stamina.
I feel beaten down, defeated, chewed up and spit out.
I just want to sleep through the unhappiness.
Wake up to a new day.
A day of hope..

Today sucked!